I agree with Monique’s sentiment..

Why can’t we just give love?

Don’t you wish..

…you could spend forever with that special person? I’ve found him, now I just to keep him forever.

Here’s to hoping he feels the same.

just spreading the word…

A friend of mine needed help spreading the word about this new music directory site. If you’re in a band or have friends that have a band who want to be listed, this site would be a rather great place to start getting to know people who might need your band for any and every event.

When asked why people should register with them.. musikko.com owners say…

“Musikko is a retardedly ambitious website that hopes to list and connect as many individuals and companies in supporting the local music industry!”

Now isn’t that great? This isn’t the first site to want to create a music directory in hopes of connecting music lovers and supporters together, but hopefully this one will work.
So yeah, I’m helping a friend out. Hopefully, this serves its little purpose in helping the music industry. Walalang, sign up narin kayo. Haha.

I think…

…therefore my head hurts.

Early Christmas Gift-Givings

The head of the content writing department here at work has given us early Christmas presents. I don’t know what to call them anymore since, apparently, they’re not pedo-bears as a lot of people here in the Philippines fondly call these little plastic bears.

bear cellphone charm

Well, that’s not really the charm the boss gave me, but ’tis close enough. Mine’s a light orange bear with sort of stitches and X’s all over the front. Although, usually, we’d see these things connected to cellphones and all, the one our boss gave us was connected to a necklace. So it’s something different.

I wonder if I’ll be buying gifts for people this year. God know I didn’t last year. Haha.

I’m Sorry I Let You Down…

… but that’s just how it is.

I recently made a decision that doesn’t seem too wise, at least for other people’s standards. What can I say? I’m not rational, I go by what I feel. I have known myself to be impulsive, most of the times to my advantage. A big chunk of my gambles had paid off. However, I’m not sure how long this luck of mine will hold.

I’m just not as myself as I used to be. I have never seen myself grow this big a set of eye bags because of work. Honestly, I wouldn’t have mind if it had not started to turn me into a zombie. Last week, friends at the office have been asking me if I slept at all during the night. They also find me staring into the void in the middle of a conversation. They see me spacing out quite often now.

So excuse me if I the easiest choice to make is to ditch the extra job. I thought I was okay with it, but I’m not. If earning more means risking what little life I have outside of work, then I’d gladly let go of money. I choose life. A bit of happy life I can spend with friends and family.

Every time I start thinking about things like this, I feel like crying. It’s because by choosing what I want, I let people down. Do I really have to go by what you want when living my life? Do we really have to live by other people’s expectation of us?

Do I? Do you? Do we?

I don’t know the answer. Just that I feel a heaviness in my chest at the thought that I have let another loved one down because of my decision. Plans and investments made have now gone to waste. And thanks to the recent addition of the Globe hard-wired Internet, I now have an additional bill to pay. Great!

Here’s to hoping that the electric bill goes down by half.