Fiction: Did you really just kiss my shoulder?

In the middle of the party, everybody was having a blast. Food and drinks were aplenty. Stories were flowing like water from an open faucet.

I stepped towards the table to put my food down, then I felt a pair of hands on my shoulders. I didn’t stop to see who it was, there weren’t much choices, you see. But I heard your voice say, “I miss you. Mwah!”

I could not be mistaken. I’m sure it was your voice. But why that statement? It puzzled me.

Surprised for a moment, I took a step forward. But that wasn’t before I felt a quick, soft smack on my shoulder.

You looked like nothing had happened. Maybe nothing did. But I couldn’t help but think: “Did you really just kiss my shoulder?”

But I couldn’t dare ask.

Thoughts: A Big Step to Take

For the longest time, I’ve been asking Obi to move in with me. I have a lot of reasons for asking him to live with me, but two reasons immediately come to mind:

(1) It would be great to wake up to the sight of him and end the day with him beside me.

(2) It’ll make things easier for me, financially.

But he just isn’t ready to leave the nest just yet. Or it is what it looks like to me. Because no matter how much I tease him to grow some balls just to challenge him into doing it, if he isn’t ready, then there’s nothing in the world I can do to force him to move out and live with me.

As much as I hate it when he refuses me every time I ask, or gives me a lame “we’ll see” or “not yet, dear” as an answer to my request, I understand. I may not like it, but I try to accept it. It is quite a big step to ask him to take. And I know that this isn’t a simple yes or no question that can be easily answered. It’s an important decision that needs to be thought out well.

I wrote this with no intentions of insulting Obi’s pride or anything. It’s just been in my head these past few weeks. I respect his strong resolve in saying no everytime I bug him about this topic. I especially appreciate his honesty in telling me what he thinks of my request.

Enough drama. I just needed to unload. It’s time to work. Haha.

Funny

It’s funny how you suddenly find out that you can actually be good friends with someone just as they’re about to leave.

Funny. Yeah. Sure. Whatever.

Open Your Eyes – Thoughts on Images

image courtesy of lyndm from Tumblr.

Thinking thoughts #1

All off a sudden, I feel like I’m making all the wrong decisions. Nuninuuuu…

In other news, I found this on Tumblr

image courtesy of overflowing.